Tuesday, July 19, 2011

No more NICU!

As most of you know today is the day Delilah came home! I told the doctors I was not ready after what happened yesterday, but it happened for a reason she got an extra little boost by getting her blood transfusion and did amazing with her car seat test once Martha realized she did so bad yesterday cause the pink head rest we brought in to hold her head still. It made her neck go to far down and made it to where she couldn’t breathe.


Dr.Martin and Delilah Without the Doctor we wouldnt have Delilah

The car ride home was great for Delilah lol she did amazing Rick on the other hand I thought was going to have a heart attack with all the stupid people on the road. But we made it and had a little welcoming committee my friend (and neighbor) Amanda and her 2 youngest kids came out and met us, they waved to Delilah as we walked past and told us how cute she was.


Rick and his two favorite girls

My mom was here with Aria waiting for us to get home, I wish we caught the look on Arias face when she saw her sister for the first time. It was so cute to see how excited and happy she was. Aria kept saying, “Oh there you are Lilah”. (Like phineas and Ferb do with Perry lol) Aria was a big help when I fed Delilah she watched me to make sure I did it right lol and she even helped me burp her. Aria is super excited to be a big sister, she was so good that when we told her to step back and let Delilah sleep she did. She helped me change the diaper (well told me how stinky it was haha)


Aria checking on Delilah

It’s bitter sweet leaving the NICU the nurses became like family to me we had the same ones most of the time so I got to talk to them and get to know them on a personal level. I made another really good friend in there, Stacy and her sassy little baby who we pray for and ask you do too it’s sad to leave them but we text and facebook to keep in touch. Plus once her little sassy chick gets home our girls will have to have a play date instead of setting off monitors at each other lol

Rick getting his snuggles in the camo chair :)


Well it’s time for a bottle so I should get off here. Ill still keep everybody updated on Delilah and all our crazyness with micro preemies.  Tomorrow is another eye appointment to make sure the ROP is still going away.

Hugs and Love

Me and my girls

Monday, July 18, 2011

supposed to be

Today was supposed to be the day Delilah came home, we were all set. Signed all the discharge papers, met with the equipment people for the oxygen and monitor, had Delilah all dressed in her coming home outfit, Rick was pulling the car around and had Delilah buckled into the car seat. I was sitting there talking to my nurse and Dr.Martin when we all noticed Delilah was looking a funny color then the heart monitor went off. I am telling you that was the worst sound ever! I can deal with the monitors in the NICU but this was so freaking loud.


was her coming home outfit, she'll get another one for tomorrow.

So Dr.Martin grabbed her out of her seat and said “that’s it I’m canceling discharge” I was a wreck anyways and happy they canceled discharge. Once we got her all situated back in her bed and I think I was calmed down (I was still shacking) Dr.Pompati came in and asked what had happened said he thought she would need a blood transfusion, came back 5minutes later and said yup blood is on its way.

They say she should come home tomorrow but to be honest right now I am terrified and would be ok if she stayed in there a few more weeks. Don’t get me wrong I want my baby girl home with us but I am scared now!

Daddy and Delilah after we got her hooked back up in the hospital.


So praying Delilah’s lungs do better.

Hugs and love

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Holy moly!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to scream from the rooftops and jump out of my skin. In the last few days Delilah has been doing pretty well with taking all 8 of her feeding’s from a bottle, she is doing real well in the crib holding her own temperature.

Wednesday we found out Delilah’s eyes were looking better, she was in stage 2 but now she is in stage 1! YAY! Also I was told to bring the car seat into the hospital so they can do they car seat test soon. What the car seat test is for those of you who have blessed enough to stay out of the NICU, they will put Delilah in the car seat hooked up to all the monitors still for an hour to make sure she can still breath while in it. The reason for this test is a lot of preemies have a hard tome breathing cause they cant hold their head up very well on their own.

When I went to visit Delilah yesterday evening our nurse informed me that Delilah could come home as early as Monday! She told me not to look surprised when I get told she’s going home lol which I gave her a surprised look and she laughed and said that look there is not allowed hahahaha. I keep getting asked if I’m ready for Delilah to come home and I say yes and no. Yes cause I have almost everything for her, we just need nipples for the bottles, bassinet sheets and preemie clothes LOL.

Yup you read that right preemie clothes, I was wrong when I said she would come home in newborn clothes. We really thought she would be in the NICU tell her due date August 17th. So we bought all newborn stuff haha she likes to fool us.

When I called this afternoon I was informed they took her off the oxygen to see how she would do, and she lasted a few hours but had to be put back on. She’s just not ready yet. It’s ok that she’s not ready, I would only be 35 weeks pregnant right now so I am learning to be patient (how many of you are shocked and laughing at that last part? Lol)

So as of right now it’s day-by-day, waiting on the word that she will be coming home. I am supppperrr excited and terrified at the same time lol.

Praying she continues to gain weight, eat from bottles (a little better then what she is) and it would be nice not to have oxygen but if she needs it at home she needs it at home.

Also will you all please add my friends little girl in your prayers, little Cheyanne needs all the prayers she can get. Please pray that her lungs get better and mature, get her healthy and send her home with mom and dad SOON!

Hugs and love

Loving her pacifier :)

Monday, July 11, 2011

Cribs and bottles

Well nothing huge has happened with Delilah since last week when we found out about the eye disease she has. She is now getting all 8 of her feedings by bottles and she is now in a crib and holding her temperature.


Today her crit (red count) was low but she is showing she makes it on her own so they are trying not to give her another transfusion, they want to see if her body will catch up. With giving to many transfusions the body thinks, “hey I don’t have to do this so I wont”. With low Crit she is floating a little more so if it becomes worse they will give her a transfusion.

I am nervous for Wednesday, I really hope they find the eye disease is gone and she does not have to have another surgery.

We were looking at her coming home this weekend but I know that wont be happening since she's having a hard time with her breathing, and I'm OK with it. I know she's in the best place for her, I'm still hoping she'll be home soon but will see how her lungs do.

Praying for her eyes and her lungs.
Hugs and love
3lbs 9.4oz

Thursday, July 7, 2011

The eye's have it.

Started today off really well today, called the NICU this morning and found out Delilah now weighs 3lbs 4oz and was doing really well on her oxygen she is still at 1/32 liter (it’s barley any oxygen but she still needs a bit of help). Had a great workout with Saera and Wendy, then work was ok I left half way through the day so I could see Delilah.


3lbs 4oz

As I was leaving work I noticed I had a missed call, voice mail and a email I say the email was from Delilah’s Doctor, Dr.Martin asking me to call when I could. Of course I called right away, not really thinking anything could be wrong since Delilah has just been coasting along with no issues I called with no worries. I really figured she was calling to tell me she was off oxygen again.

No Delilah was not off oxygen, she had her eye exam last night and the eye doctor saw an eye disease. I don’t think I was told the name of the eye disease but it was explained to me and I’m going to try and explain it the best I can.

As you all know preemies are born with everything being immature, depending on their gestational age (how early they’re born) as to how immature they are. Well Delilah was 25 weeks (15 weeks early) so everything is really immature on her. Her eyes were looking really good at all her other exams, so today when he looked at them he saw yes they are immature still (expected that) but he also saw her retinas were not growing outwards anymore. They had a line going around blocking them and they were getting blotchy were they stopped (the picture Dr.Martin drew helped explain all this sorry, no picture).

Since they have stopped growing outwards the eye Dr said he really thinks she will have to have surgery on her eyes. He is going to check her again in a week and see if they get better, (I pray they do) but if they do not look better she will have to be transferred to Beaumont hospital in Royal Oak were they have world renown specialist. They will then reexamine her eyes just to make sure they think it is necessary, if it is they will use a laser.

What they will do is laser the part of the eye where the retina has not grown (again the picture helped so much) she may not have peripheral vision as she grows up but it can help her to not become blind.

After I typed all of this I had a brilliant idea and decided to Google it LOL and here is a better explanation of what is going on with her.

During the last few weeks before the birth of a full-term baby, blood vessels grow outward from the optic nerve into the retina. In some premature babies, something interrupts this process. Then abnormal vessels begin to grow, accompanied by fibrous scar tissue that in the worst cases forms a ring all the way around the inside of the eye. "Fortunately, most premature infants do not develop ROP, and most infants with ROP improve spontaneously," notes ophthalmologist Scott C. Richards., M.D., of the Country Hills Eye Center in Ogden, Utah.
In other cases, however, ROP can grow progressively worse. Ultimately the scar tissue contracts, detaching the retina from the choroid, an inner layer of blood vessels underneath the retina. A partial detachment may allow fluid from inside the eye to seep behind the retina, enlarging the area of detachment and further decreasing visual acuity. Complete detachment of the retina will leave the infant blind.  Most newborn intensive-care units now screen for ROP with an indirect ophthalmoscope, a device that provides a three-dimensional view of the retina. The procedure involves use of a local anestethic and can be stressful to the infant. "We do our initial examinations," Dr. Richards says, "at 33 weeks gestational age or six weeks after birth, whichever comes first, assuming that the infant is stable enough for the examination." If ROP is present, the procedure is repeated at intervals of a week or two until the abnormal retinal vessels disappear or until the disease progresses to the point of requiring treatment. Four treatment methods are available:
· Cryotherapy, use of a supercooled probe on the outside wall of the eye to freeze portions of the retinal surface.
· Laser photocoagulation, which is more precise than and has largely supplanted cryotherapy. It treats the retina and choroid directly without affecting the whole eye wall.
· Scleral buckle, a surgical procedure in which a silicone band tightened around the eye helps to relieve stress on a detached retina so it can reposition itself against the eye wall.
· Vitrectomy, a complex procedure involving replacement of the vitreous gel inside the eye with a saline solution, and removal of the scar tissue on the retina. Sometimes the lens also has to be removed. Reattachment of the retina to the eye wall succeeds in 25 to 50 percent of ROP victrecomy patients, but only about 25 percent of that group can see "well enough to reach out and grab an object or recognize patterns," Dr. Richards says. "The disappointing visual results of surgery underscore the need for careful screening and timely laser treatment for patients at risk for visual loss."

We will be doing the laser Photocoagulation. Here is a link I found that explaine the surgery if your interested. http://www.mdsupport.org/archives/archives-laser.html

I pray there is a miracle and when the eye doctor checks here next week everything looks good, or at least improved (not worse) once we are transferred to Beaumont we more then likely we will not be going back to St.Joseph Mercy. We will stay at Beaumont until she is ready to come home since she is so close to doing that.

Hugs and love :)

Monday, July 4, 2011

3lbs 0.4oz woot wooooooo!

Saturday I got a call from Dr.Martin, I was slightly scared when the phone rang and confused at the same time. Dr.Martin was calling me to share some extremely amazing news Delilah was off her oxygen and breathing room air. She did so well for about 4 hours, but then she had to be put back on oxygen she is now on an 8th of a liter but doing ok. She has a little trouble from time to time remembering to breath.


next to daddy's hand weighing 3lbs

Another bit of news Dr.Martin shared with me was Delilah should be home in 2 weeks!!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!! I didn’t even know what to say, all I could really say was ok! I am excited but nervous at the same time. I really hope she is off oxygen when she comes home cause I am scared having her here on it, but either way it’ll be great.

Today is the 1st day Delilah gets to wear cloths she is now 3lbs! Tomorrow she will be 2 months old. She is now getting 3 bottles a day and hoping she does great with them. Dr.Martin talked about trying every other feeding as a bottle in the next couple days and trying her off oxygen again soon. She’s doing so good and catching on to everything so well.


wearing her 1st onesie

Today I washed the preemie, newborn and 0-3 month cloths I have for her, it’s not much but it’s something. I washed her swing, flower gym mat thing, bouncy seat and got the car seat ready. I am also scared of having a newborn and a 2years old lol I really hope Aria is ok, I know she will be but its something I worry about.

I am wondering why I said we were moving I can’t even think of packing this place up with out stress and anxiety. When we decided to move Delilah would be home mid-August so I would have the house packed up after Aria’s birthday party and before Delilah came home and we would be moving the week after she came home. I know ill be happy after I move and I guess I can never do things the easy way.  



I know it will be great I just stress about silly things lol

I cant wait for my littlest princess to be home

Hugs and love :)