ups and downs

this afternoon when Rick and I went to the NICU, Dr.Martin was super excited! Everyone in the NICu was doing the happy dance for Delilah and how well she did all day yesterday all night and this morning. Her levels were all doing wonderful, she was tolerating her diaper changes super good and anytime they had to go into her isolet she did amazing. Delilah was doing so good we actually got to touch her for the 1st time, when I say touch her i mean we could stick our hand in and touch her hand for a few minutes. She held Rick's hand :) (well finger) and i got to rub her head and feel her hair <3

There was talk about taking her off the oscelator (vent) she's on and putting her back on the other one which is a big step, but when I called today at 8pm i found out she had bleeding in her lungs again that happened aaround 4pm :( it was just a small bleed but it's still blood where it doesnt belong. It stopped and around 6pm so they were not checking her blood gases for a few hours so she could rest. They were going to check them again a little after i called, so hopefully thing's didnt go down to bad.

These are the ups and downs we were told would happen and to be ready for it, but it's the hardest thing to be ready for and to deal with. Hopefully when we go up there tomorrow we get some good news. please keep praying for Delilah