Monday, May 16, 2011

The power of prayer

When I called the NICU at Children’s hospital today I found out Delilah had a iffy night her blood sugar was bouncing everywhere again, which I’m told this is very normal for preemies. When they have infections or are under stress like surgery they sometimes have a problem with their blood sugar. So since Delilah had both happen they weren’t surprised at all that her sugar is wonky.

Once I was at the hospital today they informed me they were taking out her chest tube, and as long as the X-ray came back good and she remained stable until tomorrow am they would be sending her back to St.Joe tomorrow. When the Dr’s came in to take out the chest tube the realized it was already out hahaha Delilah took her chest tube out some how! Her X-ray came back looking good, so now were praying she will rock tonight. I have to tell you I’m getting very nervous I have been trying to call and check on her for an hour now and can’t get anyone on the phone! GGRRRR  BUT I am trying to stay positive.

I don’t know how many of you know this but I believe in psychics, and last year I had the opportunity to meet an amazing medium Rebecca Rosen. I was picked to go on air with Mojo in the morning and talk to Rebecca, well after getting some answers and clarity I bought her book called Spirited. It has literally been laying around the house for a year now, I had Rick bring it to the hospital once I was admitted but I never picked it up while I was there. I take it to the hospital everyday I go see Delilah so I have something to do other then stare at the walls.

Today there is a prayer I read and instantly fell in love with it, it is a prayer to help you let go and stop trying to control everything in your life (those who really know me know I’m not patient AT ALL) here’s the prayer: (I added to it a little)
“There’s only so much I can control please place your hands on Delilah and help her to heal and grow healthier. Please give me clarity, help, and guidance, and the peace of mind to let the day unfold just like it is meant to. I know positive thing’s are on the way. I surrender!”

Honestly 10 min after I said this prayer I got all the news that she could be going to back to St.Joe tomorrow morning. I still pray she’s doing well tonight and gets transferred, I don’t know how long we can afford driving back and forth to Detroit.

Delilah had a very big yawn as I took the picture :)

2 comments:

  1. I love this yawn!!! It even looks like she is putting her little hand to cover her mouth! It is such a "normal" thing! :)

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  2. Great Story, Great Prayer.... Stay strong sweetie!!! Love you

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